| A year ago at this time I thought I was in love with someone.
I had thought about getting married, having kids, and the future that could come with this person.
I never expected anything to happen. NEVER. I thought we were perfect.
but it happened to me.
The one person i thought was different than the rest.
The one person i thought i trusted with my life.
and they turned out to be all wrong for me.
Through it all i have learned so much.
I do not regret anything, for it has made me stronger.
Someone told me,
"Corinna dont let the crappiness of one man make you bitter and unable to trust another boy.
and dont LET HIM blame yourself."
Well i am not.
I was foolish to dwell on someone and hope for things to go back to normal.
I was in a selfish love.
and love is not selfish.
Love is these things that we lacked:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it
is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily
angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always
hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
—I Corinthians 13:4-8a
i reread this:
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Love is not a necessity, but it is lifes greatest gift and luxury.
Love is caring, kind, and patient.
Love does not expect anything but love in return.
Love knows when to put pride to the side,
Because the greatest thing one can be proud of
Is a love that is shared.
Love is giving and selfless.
Love is unselfish.
Love is not arrogant, or does not insist in its own way.
Love is not resentful and does not rejoice in wrong, but celebrates the right
Love is the desire to be intimate...physically and emotionally.
Love endures all, hopes all, bears all.
Love is believing, sharing, dreaming.
Love is Honesty.
Love is friendship, companionship, and more.
Love is completion.
Forgiving.
Understanding and inspiring.
Love is supporting, but not overbearing.
Love is the free and complete expression of oneself to/for another.
Love is being open to another's expression...
Love is faithful and loyal
That is what I am looking for again.
That is what I always wanted.
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| I miss the jitter bugs and childish excitement that overwhelmed me in the beginning of the relationship.
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| I constantly feel like I don't belong
Maybe I was born to stand out.
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